Sunday, January 20, 2008




It has never been easy gathering all 4 of us together for a photo. In fact, the number of photos we have taken as a family is really rare. Today, I have specially arranged for a shoot at at 11am, hoping it does not clash with Fiona's sleeping time. Fiona had diarrhoea just before we set off fr home. She stained the pretty little batik dress which we had dressed her in:( At the studio, it was a difficult and most challenging task getting Fiona to smile at the camera. Usually, she does not smile readily, much less for this occassion. After an hr, she was cranky and kept pointing to the exit.

Despite the struggle, we managed to have quite a few nice poses fr her. Good girl, Fiona. Aaron was easier. He was the darling of every camera man, except for his habit to stick out his tongue during shoots :p

Till the next photo shoot ... probably after the birth of our bb girl.






A lovely and happy family ...that's all I ask for.


Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Sometimes I wonder if having a third kid is a good thing. I dont really want to announce my third pregnancy. Is it a proud thing to be pregnant again?
People look at me and say ..har? Pregnant again? Wow! So supportive of the government policy ar? What sort of supportive friend or relative u r. Frankly, i dont care a hack what govt policy there is. The policy doesnt save me much more than the incremental cost it will cost me. It really hurts to hear such remarks fr pp around me.
I want to have a no 3 and left it for God to decide.... God decided that it's better I have her earlier than what I agreed to be a "good gap". Is 22 mths age gap really that close? Is God wrong?
Do they know how difficult it is to go thru the 9 mths of pregnancy and the effort required to raise the child? Do they know how much joy a child can give?
Maybe I am just too sensitive. Blame it on the pregnancy hormones.
Thankfully God sent me a mentor in time and I am thankful for the counselling me that being pregnant again is a blessing.
Nana is learning to speak. She could follow our sentences to talk. Today, Nana suddenly blurt out a 3 word sentence .... "Go Away Girlie" .... haha .... after that, she pushed Girlie away to open the drawer to get her spoon.

These 2 weeks, Nana became more authoritative and demanding.... i'm wondering if she's starting to show signs of The Terrible Two Stage! When she's not happy, she screams and rolls on the floor or demand that I carry her. It's really a tough stage for me trying to cope with her demands and being in the second stage of pregnancy. Hopefully, she outgrows this stage soon.